MAKE A MISTAKE. LEARN. REPEAT.
”Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.”

Okay, all bad and stuff… but have you ever stayed awake for over 3 days because you can’t sleep, you can’t cry and you can’t feel? You want to die, you want to hurt yourself but you can’t pinpoint a reason. That’s the worse thing of all, not knowing why its so bad, but it is. Maybe if you could identify the problem it would be so much easier, but no.. you just question your own existence, ‘whats the point?’ You hurt yourself and you do stupid things just not because you think you deserve it, no, you fucking enjoy it. If you find yourself unattractive, its not the end of the world, bullying makes things worse obviously but you didn’t choose the way you look, half the time people act like they had to choose an ugly body from a fucking selection or something. Ugliness on the inside is a lot worse in my opinion, not seeing life or the world in a brighter light even if you have everything you could ever want. Wondering why you can’t just be happy for longer than a day.

You learn to deal with your own and other people’s judgement. That doesn’t even hurt anymore. What hurts is the confusion. Why do we still want to die when we have all we need?

pauly-drugs-alcohol:

Does anyone recognize these two people?? 
Last year i met a random girl on facebook, and we started dating online blah blah blah she fucking ruined my life, and ive been trying to figure out who the fuck she is
and i found out that shes someone on tumblr, and i NEED to know who she is, so if ANY of my followers have seen this person pic, girl OR boy, message me asap!
reblog if you can too PLEASE it would mean the world to me, this girl fucked me over hardcore.

pauly-drugs-alcohol:

Does anyone recognize these two people?? 

Last year i met a random girl on facebook, and we started dating online blah blah blah she fucking ruined my life, and ive been trying to figure out who the fuck she is

and i found out that shes someone on tumblr, and i NEED to know who she is, so if ANY of my followers have seen this person pic, girl OR boy, message me asap!

reblog if you can too PLEASE it would mean the world to me, this girl fucked me over hardcore.

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extraaudrenary:

 Grave of the Fireflies                                        
Do you know who loves you the most? Do you know who would stand by you until the day you die? I’m not talking about a spouse or husband or wife. No, I’m talking about family. This anime is the perfect example of love between an older brother and his little sister. This movie had so many hidden messages in it and was extremely sad to watch. The movie is placed in Japan near the end of WW2. Seita and Setsuko are both orphans because of the war and go to live with their aunt. However their aunt is extremely cruel so Seita decides it would be better to live in the bomb shelter. 
This movie makes me want an older brother. But it truly shows the loving relationship between two siblings. This movie is extremely realistic and sad. Seita is an extremely grown up boy who really deepy cares for his sister. With all the things he did I know I’d do the same for my little sister or brother. I would recommend this movie to someone who feels they want to watch something and come out of it thinking about the world, and this film. I’m still stunned for words, I don’t even know what to say. D: 

extraaudrenary:

 Grave of the Fireflies                                        

Do you know who loves you the most? Do you know who would stand by you until the day you die? I’m not talking about a spouse or husband or wife. No, I’m talking about family. This anime is the perfect example of love between an older brother and his little sister. This movie had so many hidden messages in it and was extremely sad to watch. The movie is placed in Japan near the end of WW2. Seita and Setsuko are both orphans because of the war and go to live with their aunt. However their aunt is extremely cruel so Seita decides it would be better to live in the bomb shelter. 

This movie makes me want an older brother. But it truly shows the loving relationship between two siblings. This movie is extremely realistic and sad. Seita is an extremely grown up boy who really deepy cares for his sister. With all the things he did I know I’d do the same for my little sister or brother. I would recommend this movie to someone who feels they want to watch something and come out of it thinking about the world, and this film. I’m still stunned for words, I don’t even know what to say. D: 


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purecreation:

Green tea 

Menthol

Benadryl

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you’d feel the pain when the memories start..

you’d feel the pain when the memories start..

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missxdarcy:

Angelina Jolie and Megan Fox

Kim Kardashian and Nicole Scherzinger

Keira Knightley and Natalie Portman

Camilla Belle and Joe Jonas =))

Katy Perry, Zooey Deschanel and Emily Blunt

BEST ONE’S CAMILLA BELLE AND JOE JONAS

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